Fool’s Odyssey 7

Fool's Odyssey

To read Fool’s Odyssey from the beginning, click here.

Chapter Two: My Life of Happy Materialism in London

Previously: The Fool decided to abandon his search for meaning and embrace material gratification.

For the world is in their hearts

and none can know the meaning of life.

Abandon this search. Rejoice!

Let every man eat and drink, said I,

let every man love the good of his labour;

let every man make a choice. 

For there is nothing better

than that a man should rejoice in his work. 

That is his portion, I thought,

and never shall I see what shall be after me. 

 

Oh, those woolen, natty suits, they suited me well!

I dreamed of owning a bunch,

and of having hot dates with blonde, blue-eyed girls

like the ones in the Underground ads with the tight tee-shirts on,

and of having a fresh-squeezed, spit-clean Rolls-Royce in the colour of my choice,

and of being civilized and drinking gin the way you were supposed to take it in.

 

Yes.  Yes!

I’d stop searching and start to have!

Teach me what to want…

and I’d be as wanton as they come.

 

And so it began, this vision of want and of have and of get,

to ravel itself in my heart.

For three days I tore down the posters of pain,

and decimated the legions of lost

who’d marched for so long in my brain.

And in their place I built a glorious imaginary city:

 

I made me great works: I built me great houses,

planted me vineyards, acquired a mastercard.

I made me gardens and orchards: planted me trees in them,

made me pools of water to water therewith the wood that groweth the trees. 

 

I joked. I stroked. Anyone.

I poked

about in the ashes and found

a lovable con-artist in me.

I learned to “look out for number one.”

How good, how fun!

I was at the civilized center of self-esteem.

I was no repenter in this new dream.

I was Ohhh-kayyy!

 

In my fantasy, I ran through the door of that old hotel

like a six million dollar man,

spitting out splinters, the knob still in my hand.

And all of the way down to Oxford Circus, I planned

and I lusted—oh, God how I lusted!

My imagination took me to a would-be, could-be future

where I was nice and fine,

and paralyzed profits and crucified time:

 

“Someday, little darlin’, this’ll all be yurs, as fur as th’ eye can see.

They’s gonna be a town over there,

and dogies,

little dogies everwhur.

And we’ll name the town aften our son,

and he’ll be rich and subjugate poor people,

just like it’s s’posed to be.”

To read Fool’s Odyssey 8, click here.

About mitchteemley

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7 Responses to Fool’s Odyssey 7

  1. Pingback: Fool’s Odyssey 6 | Mitch Teemley

  2. atimetoshare.me says:

    Hmmmm …..

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  3. mitchteemley says:

    #https://thei535project.wordpress.com/ Re. me “doing those things”: No, I didn’t. That was where my thoughts were for a week or so at that time, a “life” I lived in my head. I’ve lived so many lives in my head.

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  4. oneta hayes says:

    Third odyssey may just properly come from your head. That’s where a whole of folly comes from. I’m watching to see the next fool venture. Learning, much learning – but perhaps that will only lead to madness. I’ll see.

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  5. smzang says:

    If the title weren’t already perfect, this line from your poem would make a grand understudy:

    “I was at the civilized center of self-esteem.”
    So many gilded nuggets in these lines. If only the world would look into this mirror and see itself.

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